Heaven for me

What will happen when I die,
Will people shed tears and cry,
Will there be enough of me to view,
What will everyone do,
Will they miss me when I'm gone,
Or will life just go on,
For all U have been,
Is there a heaven for me.

Am I the victim or the villain,
Do they are that I suffered pain,
Never mind I caused the same,
But that's the name of the game,
Am I worse than those who stay,
Just because I've passed away,
I know where I wanna be,
But is there a heaven for me?